i miss you already blogspot

so i've officially betrayed you blogspot and created a tumblr, i'm still figuring out that shit but you know how it is? i guess i will get used to it? anyhow this is the link niggaz

www.youhearcolours.tumblr.com

biggest mindfuck of my life?

the one cruel thing i hate in this world is when you are in love with a beautiful celebrity man and then you find out he has a girlfriend or wife, but then you see that they are ugly, it's heartbreaking!

today this guy that i was really good friends with when i went to school said to me that he thought i was beautiful and that he couldn't help but smile when he looked at me, nobody has said anything like that to me for so long well years really, it honestly made my day.

he makes true blood so beautiful, mainly when he is naked!

i keep forgetting to post, i've been so busy that i just forget about everything!

okay i swear it's my last time complaining about perth but today fucking sucked dick so hard it's not even funny, i never cry, like literally i hardly ever cry maybe 3 times a year max and tonight i cried for like 15 minutes straight, but besides that i went to the beach with my sister and it was the prettiest ever!

sooo...i haven't updated my blog for so long it's not even funny, i have had the worst week ever. i'm officially a perth wanker now and i hate the fact i have to admit it now, no offence perth you fucking suck. i love that i was born and raised here but seriously queensland kicks your ass and you suck it's dick hardcore. i want to go back there where all my friends are and where i went out every weekend and had the best time of my life. but seriously i am contemplating if i should pay people to be my friend? not that i have really made the effort to go and be like 'hey wussup gurlz and boyz let's be besties 4 lyf' but still i'm not interested in people here, i should be positive i even shook on it with mum i would be positive but how can you be when everything you love is gone? this is a really depressing post i just realized and i'm sorry to whoever is reading this! from now on i make a vow on my blog of 3 followers maybe if i'm lucky that i will be positive about perth and i will not complain about this wanker town anymore unless i'm almost raped and killed. but seriously fuck perth.

holy shit i just remembered i actually had a blog...i have been packing my house up and i've been out all weekend! woah i move in 2 days this is all so crazy. i don't know if i hate or love my life right now.

found out today that you go into itunes and play a song then press 'ctrl t'.

i will miss her more than anything in the world.

last night was so fun but so stupid at the same time, it finally hit me i'm moving to perth and won't see my friends anymore every day or weekend. things ended with chris and it just wasn't all that good if i really think about it. but now i'm cooking pasta and bacon and i hope to god it's amazing!

i seriously did not even realise how long i haven't posted for!

so the other night i was at the valley in the met and there are these rape dungeon things where you can sit around and they have pillows and stuff, well i saw this guy i hadn't talked to for a few months and we were just chatting when his crazy ass 'it's complicated not my girlfriend' bitch got all angry and threw a pillow at my face! i thought it was kind of funny because that's the worst possible threat ever but seriously. who throws pillows!

okay so i saw this girls name all over tumblr so i decided to look at the video and now i literally want to kill myself, it is the shittest shit i have ever wasted my life watching. the only good thing to come out of this was kingsley.

i think i'm more in love with my cat then i have ever been with a person.

is that sad?

now that i know i'm moving to perth i just want to get it over and done with, i move in 2 weeks now and i really hope things work out, i want a job and i want to study and not fuck things up! but complete change of subject i am listening to french music right now i have absolutely no idea what they are saying but it's the best thing i have ever heard.

sooo every morning for the past few days i have woken up and have no voice at all, but now it feels like it's so hard to speak! my voice is kind of back now but i literally want to stab bitches it's annoying me!

soo i wear two necklaces and they sometimes get tangled and every single time i freak out that i'm going to be strangled or they are just going to break or something but i won't take them off. i love them too much.

this photo seriously made me laugh for so long!

"it isn't what you think it is, because it isn't just because you think it is" - god i swear charlie sheen says the best things when he gets on the news!

omg this photo is my life!